Stay Close Don't Go !1:03 AM
S A T U R D AY
SaMe things.. after work.. momo come fetch me to town..
but before tat we got argue... and i don't no how to face her..
about ytd things..
my mood wasn't tat good..
is my fault i still give her attiude..
sorry.. when i close shops.. i one words also never talk to her..
she call me i walk away.. she walk behid me.. i hack care her..
she pull my hand.. i push it away...
sorry my heat id pain and i knew it..
but i just can't control... i'm insane...
sorry.. end up the bus arrive.. i when up and sit diffen sit from her...
she sit right behide me.. start to cry.. i felt so angry i when over another side.. and sit....
i realy don't no wat's WORNG with me.. getting more and more angry...
i walk to cini very fast.. throw her alone.. end up i go cini and see wat's the moive time..
and i call her ask..
WHERE THE FUCK ARE U..
and end up.. she hide at one stair case cry... than i when to another stair case..
she come over my side and ask wat i wan?
i keep myself slient... than she when back her side and cry..
i cool down and think.. why should i treat her like this?
she's a gal.. and my gf... i love the mosts...
i think about 10mins.. i when over her side..i put my jacket around her cos i noe she's was cold.. so do i ? saw her msging..
but end up.. she msging is me... my phone rang...
i saw her msg...
said : wat i done to make u so angry? wat u wan from me? and more...
i reply.. : i wan a hug...
she came over and hugz me... when she's still angry with me...
really thanks alot....
sorry to make u cry.. everytimes hurt u so much...
after tat when to k-pool find ah bOon they all...
when to gloria jeans.. cos we have to wait for our movie.. JUMPERS..
ok this show.. is super nices.. really.. trust me ok !! dude !!
after the movie..
my mood swing again.. when back to just now.. super angry tat type...
out of sudden.. don't no why... i think i really should visit a doctor...
hiazz.. nvm.. than is send her back by NR.. all the way never talk to her.. very angry..
don't no why.. but i found tag card sio.. so lucky me !! argueing still can found somethings.. lol..
when inside the bus.. we didn't sit.. stand all the way...
than end up.. she look tired... i just hold her hand... but guess wat?
saw ping Xiong msg her.. than i attiude her again..... sia..
cos she reply aready she switch her phone to the slower sound... like got something to hide like tat.. too bad.. than.. when go down of the NR is already 4-5plus..
fucking tired sia.. work at 11 lex...
than i wanted to walk her home.. she said far.. than i said u took cab back.. i take cab home..
she don' wan.. than i call a cab and push her in.. ok i noe i'm bad.. but this is the 2nd time...
lol... hehe..
i sit at the bus stop and cool myself down 1st.. i called bunny.. cos i noe she won't be sleeping so early.. end up... i didn't talk much.. she said i give her attiude.. but i don't no wat to said cos..
when i talk i feel like crying out loud.. i noe i won't cos i'm strong...
but not in relatetionships.. end up.. i saw someone look like sweety.. she stop another side she came over.. i walk very fast... she keep on calling my phone.. i talk till half i put down..
cos i really will cry i'll feel like find her and hug her... i have to control..
can't give her too much loves.. cos no matter wat.. one day we won't be together de...
right? momo?
end up.. i was behide ur stair case... i was so close.. why can't u come find me?
she ask me to go back and find her..i walk pass her.. she didn't see...
i just sit right behid her stairs.. but end up.. she walk away...
she msg me... now u don't wan to find me right? fine i go.. u always leave me like this right?
happy now?
i reply : i never ever leave u before...
when i saw her walking just her back... i scare i lose her..
really scare.. just like the way kelly did...
i sit down there cry alone..
i cry for very long.. no one knows..
i keep thinking... i'm going back to my last time?
the way i treat kelly?
the way i evey time attidue her?
the way i when i lost everything i beg her come back to me?
knee down and said sorry?
but she won't be back anymore..
no matter how hard i try...
we ended up our 2yr plus Relationship....
when we really broke off than i look at her blog.. her past with me..
she is not happy at all but she just act happy.. with me cos she wan me to be happy..
but when we broke off...
i learn my lesson..
i bring my gf out everyday.. meet her often... treat her better...
give in always...teng her..
momo... i worte a letter to u.. put inside ur bag...
hope u don't mind my hand writing okay?
when i go home than u see oh..
<3
after all.. she really come back and hugz me.. sorry i can't cry...
onecs i start.. is hard for me to stop.. momo.. thanks.. for everythings...
u understand me the most.. and i NO nexts time naughty le...
okay? i noe i cry like a small boi.. but hope u still love me hao ma?
i already lost toto le.. looking for someone.. i love...
and don't cry le... i just now hug u le lex...
than end up i slep for 2 -3 hr than work sia..
<3
